CotKoRn

"I dream of steel
Maroon and Warm
Your end
You gasp for air
I'll see this through
I'll see through you
Your pale blue eyes"

"Im sorry
Im not what you are
So sorry
The ugly of it all
All my life
I have loved you
Im sorry
Please forgive me
Maybe I could change?
Maybe I could try?
Maybe I could die?
Just for you.."

"All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned
By your thoughtless schemings so
You can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming"

"What you gonna do
And what you gonna be like
When I just slip away?
I'm the only one you got
And it can't be like this anymore
Coz' when I die
You will have nobody"

"I hate you
You really hurt me but you never realize it
I love you
I love you so much so why can't you love me?
I need to
Get out of all this pain and misery"

"Another day
Silence overwhelms my mind
Whos to say if I have the time or why
Should I pray?
For all the hate to go away
Another day
I can never break free
You wait for me
I crawl up to you
Another day
I'll live forever"

"Do you ever
Think about your darkest fears?
Think about your life?
Think about your inner fears?"

"You stole whats mine
And sucked me dry
Please give back whats mine
You know it's mine"

"So you see i've gotten this far
Please give me some place to hide
I'm not trying to go there
So take me away
Life sometimes pisses me off
It's never a good trip for me
Every time I reach for love
It's taken away
There is nothing wrong to wanted to be loved
Is there something Wrong with me?"

"Am I going to leave this place?
What is it I'm running from?
Is there nothing more to come?
Is it always black in space?
Am I going to take its place?
Am I going to feel its place?
All the times i've been in this place?
What is it that I've become?
Is there nothing more to come?"

"All I want in life is to be Happy"

"Pressing me
Love won't go away
So i'll pray
Love go away"

"I can't stand let you win
I'm just watching you
And I don't know what to do
Feeling like a fool inside
Seeing all the things you try
Thought you were my friend
Seems it never ends
I need somebody someone
Can't somebody help me?
All I need is to be
Loved
Just for me
Giving you this and that
Giving get nothing back
It's all related
Of all the things I do
Feeling like a fool inside
Feeling all the hurt you hide
I am nothing"

"Can't find a way to get across the hate When I see you
I feel it scratch inside
I wanna slash and beat you
I rip apart the things inside that exite you"

"I am the one who chose my path
I am the one who couldn't last
I feel the life pulled from me
I feel the anger changing me"

"Counting on me
I am causing all of your problems
In turn your always there for me
You see happy in my face"

"Trust nobody
I don't know who to call that friend of your
He is just pretend to be
Fuck everybody
Listen to all of ya'll
Coz' everybody is my enemy"

"I am alive
I will never run away
These places inside
My heart screams until I cry
Once I cried
Now i'll wipe away the tears
Once I've died
Now i'm alive"

"Feeling so lost and betrayed
Why does this happen to me all the time?
Stuck in this place where I can't escape
Screaming and crying from Deep inside
Outside I had to lie; I'm OK
I'll hope someday I stop
Getting pain"

"Let me go I'll be fine
Frozen here in time
Sick of being Alive"

"Why can't this hurt be through?
Why can't this kiss be true?
I'm going head unto
Something I know I will fail
Why can't this hug be true?
Why won't you please let me through?
I don't understand
Why you always push me away"

"I wish it were my game
I wish I could handle that game
I wish I could win at that game
I wish the game never existed"

"You've taken all you can now
You've torn me all apart
There nothing I can do to stop you"

"Once you cry I wipe away all of your tears
Once you scream I fight away all of you fears
I held your hand through all of these years"

"You think that you can take me
You think that you can play me
Your gonna start to hate me
I felt that you disgraced me"

"Looking back
I was never ever right
You were my best friend
But you always wanted me out of your sight
I would come saying something good
But you treat me like shit
And made stupid comments about my look
I tried to let it go
But the visions in my head
Were with you
Getting raped and murdered
While I just stand there
I know you would do the same thing for me"

"So why I feel the need?
I think it's time to bleed
Im gonna cut myself and watch the blood
Hit the ground"

"Now I see the times they change
Leaving doesn't seem so strange
I am hoping I can find
Where to leave my hurt behind
All this shit I seem to take
All alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Why can't you accept me for who I am?"

"Outside I'm happy
Inside I'm broken
Outside I'm an asshole
Inside I'm good"

"Tear me from you heart
Tear me so you can forget"

"The time is coming
I got insane
You feeling happy
You won the game
The time is coming
I've been to that place
My life is over
Coz' I got insane
The time is coming"

"I'm trying
I'm frying
I'm crying
In a pile
of shit
I'm dying"

"Depression is an illness
I don't wish it to anyone
But I swear that they would think twice before the shrug it"

"Ring around the rosies
Pocket full of poesis
Ashes ashes we all fall down"

"It's a ring around my dead rosies
And my pocket's full of poesis, I can't stand up
Ashes ashes we all fall down, Death"

"Scream at me again
If you like
Throw your hate at me
With all your might
Hit me coz' im strange
Hit me
Tell me i'm **** and your making cry"

"You came into my life
Without a single thing
I came into your ways
Wich left me in your dreams
I've given into smiles
I fought for all your games
In fact the matter was
I had to let you win
Then you left me
Like I was a fucking slave
Your heart is what I despise
My heart and smile is gray
I came today to say;
He is fucked in every way"

"You have my life
I wanna do this decision for you
I hope you will understand
I know you can't accept it
But I love you to much
I'll do anything for you
Please.."

Everyone is the same
When you point the blame
All I know is that life is a struggle
I can't seem to escape
All the games that you play
All I know is that life is a struggle

"Deeper and deeper and deeper
Is all that I'm going to
To live a life that seems to be
A lost reality
Wich I can never find
No way to reach my inner self
Esteem is low
How deep can I go?
On the ground that I lay
If I don't find a way through
See through the gray cloud
Wich clouds my mind
This time you tell me to look between the lines"

"I hate this love shit
It is so stupid
What's my problem today?
Maybe i'm impressed
Maybe i'm just messed
For what comes out my mind"

"Feeling like I'm sinking
And nothing's there to catch me and keep me breathing"

"What do I have to do?
Why can't this hurt be through
I'm going head unto
Something I know I will fail
Why can't this kiss be true?
Why won't you please let me through
I don't understand
Why you always push me away"

"The last thing I would like to do before I go away
Is to cry there next to you
Cry and talk about the good days we've been through
And now how much I hate you"

"Life is boring
Same old story
Sitting alone
Taking drugs
Crying out
While being teared apart"

"If you don't wanna die
Don't be born"

"Don't you ever let me go no
Never ever let me go no
I will never let you go no
Never ever let you go no"

"Hey
I'm feeling tired
My time is gone today
You flirt with suicide
Sometimes, that's OK
Do what others say
I'm here standing hollow
You are fading away from me
Day
Is fading
That's when I would say
I flirt with suicide
Sometimes kill the pain
I can't always say
It's gonna be better tomorrow
You are fading away from me"

"Be with me down"

Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny?
What the fuck do you think it does to me?
I want you crying with your dirty ass in front of me

The hurt inside is coming
This shits gone way too far
All this time i've been bleeding
I cannot grieve anymore

Always it's coming
Here it starts the game
Each time it happens it's always the same
I look down and you start to fall

Falling through this space and time
Buried in this hurt of mine
Falling slowly like a dream
Falling through a world unseen
Why can I not break this spell?
I'm in darkness
Is this hell?
Falling towards this hole I see
This is how it has to be

Could someone pick me up?
I've been bleeding to long
Could someone stop it?

I will make it go away.
Can't be here no more.
Seems this is the only way.
I will soon be gone.
These feelings will be gone.
These feelings will be gone.

I stand alone
Can't be on my own.

I got a fucked up reason to live
But who really gives a fuck?

I'm, I'm filthy
Wasted piece of shit
I am disgusting
Take me away

I cannot leave this place
Burning up inside this space of mine
Why can't I replace feelings I find hard to really find?
I try but I can't taste
Memories they always fuck with me

All my feelings have been eating all of me
Feed inside
Is there something wrong with me?

Realized I can never win
Sometimes I feel like I have failed
Inside where do I begin
My mind is laughing at me

Enslaved..
I feel so betrayed
I really tried
For you

Could it really be the day, today?
Could this really make the problems go away?
No
It was just a dream..

I can't ever find a way to throw these darkened thoughts away
Need a place to hide
It's thrown in my face every day
I guess thats a price I have to pay
For what's inside my mind

I bide my time
I'm interwined
I'm falling in this place I thought I left behind

I will lose my mind
To take away it all
I will lose my mind
And I won't cry no more

I wonder why I'm alive
I've lived a lie for too long

Come to me
Your forgiven now

Cured
From inside
No longer a prisoner of my old life
Cured
A brand new start
It's time that I rebuild your heart

I paid your price
I sacrificed
My human life
All for you

Come to me
You will shine with me
You will never die
That's the truth

Wash away
All the pain
Understand what it is for
No more loneliness

I'm taking over from now on
Don't escape
Don't even try to run
I can't sit and watch you being alone

I've chosen you
So I can change you
To be where you belong
With us others
Your heart of stone
Will start to feel it now

Live with me
And you life will be so worry free
Come to my
Atleast give me a try

Come fly away with me
You know I love you
Come fly away.....
I wish..










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